orange tears run down cat's face
as she lies in the streets
finished from her endless race
as she cries in the streets
no relief, ...
beaten up and scarred
why did they brake her young heart?
she has to stand and walk
her endless race
her endless life
she has to cry
yet walk with pride
Gave you all that I could...
Did for you all that I would...
Just not a thing was enough...
Tell me oh what i SHOULD
Do to make you love me...
To make you want me...
To make you FEEL me...
Oh I love you TOO MUCH...
You broke my heart a million times...
And still I wish you would stroke my hair
and say "every thing will be alright"
Vanished your heart,... vanished my heart...
All in vain, all in shame...
Nothing to say...
And nothing to do...
I just wanted to say...
Love was what I felt for you...
Oh why did it all went so wrong?
Venom and fear... without reason...
Enough, enough... we love each othed too much...
You and me fell... fell for each other and I cannot tell why...
Our hearts went so wrong...
Unheard, unseen, untouched... WHY DID IT WENT SO WRONG?
I wish I never had met love
it made me so sad, it made me so dark
I wish I never had met love
it made me so cold, it made me so dark
I wish I never had met love
it killed me, made ma a ghost
I wish I never had met love
Oh I loved you so
Now after all what is left of me?
Nothing.
And I don't know just WHY
orange tears run down cat's face
as she lies in the streets
finished from her endless race
as she cries in the streets
no relief, ...
beaten up and scarred
why did they brake her young heart?
she has to stand and walk
her endless race
her endless life
she has to cry
yet walk with pride
Gave you all that I could...
Did for you all that I would...
Just not a thing was enough...
Tell me oh what i SHOULD
Do to make you love me...
To make you want me...
To make you FEEL me...
Oh I love you TOO MUCH...
You broke my heart a million times...
And still I wish you would stroke my hair
and say "every thing will be alright"
Vanished your heart,... vanished my heart...
All in vain, all in shame...
Nothing to say...
And nothing to do...
I just wanted to say...
Love was what I felt for you...
Oh why did it all went so wrong?
Venom and fear... without reason...
Enough, enough... we love each othed too much...
You and me fell... fell for each other and I cannot tell why...
Our hearts went so wrong...
Unheard, unseen, untouched... WHY DID IT WENT SO WRONG?
I wish I never had met love
it made me so sad, it made me so dark
I wish I never had met love
it made me so cold, it made me so dark
I wish I never had met love
it killed me, made ma a ghost
I wish I never had met love
Oh I loved you so
Now after all what is left of me?
Nothing.
And I don't know just WHY
Love is up
Love is down
Love is going through
When you want to go round
"Love is never having to say you're sorry"
But you say it anyway
Love is all those secret smiles
When there's nothing more to say
Love is having scars on your feet
From wearing the shoes they bought you
Love is listening to 'I love you's
And knowing every word is true
Love is writing silly poems
Exactly like this
And love is not actually knowing
Exactly what love is
I always wanted to write something personal here ... Yet I did not know WHAT, I thought maybe about depression, but I never did... This morning I woke up and and I knew... I will write about something very special:
We had another little boy. He died before even being born. In mid October 2009 we were told our baby is very very sick and will most probably die. His heart was very weak already by that time. So we started to say goodbye to him like "go then, there are other worlds than these... and SUPPOSEDLY BETTER worlds than these..." Some days later he was dead.... After some weeks of examination in the (don't know the english term) we were
it is cold... so cold
and I am freezing
freezing with two blankets
I cannot sleep
and my dreams make me sick
wake up and cry
for I dont know why
wake up with hurting knees
and cry
for my lost love...